(I know it's on the black list for the fics here but I don't know if I may mention it as a confession. If not then please forgive me and just delete my post).

Although I don't ship the actors I read RPS fics about them. They shock me and make me feel kind of uncomfortable but if I find one I will read it. It's like those shocking articles Google likes to offer.
me after reading one: "Why in the world did I want to read that???"
also me after reading one: "Oh! There is another one." *clicks the link*