Give Satisfaction

Oh, a fellow Trekkie! Who was your first fictional crush, if you don't mind my asking? Spock? Kirk? Bones? Uhura? (I'm sorry, I get excited whenever someone mentions Trek)

Here's a link to the wonderful fanfic that started it all:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/2887163/chapters/6444233

I could get ebooks or audio books, but sadly I'm one of those people who just don't enjoy listening to books as much as reading them, and I've never managed to finish an ebook - I need the feel of paper between my hands.
So I guess it's just me being very picky lol